I'm going to bed because I'm a tired old man. I work, I sleep, I go online, I eat and twice a week I visit my beloved neighbors. My life is fucking fascinating when I lack personal drama or intensity from interpersonal relationships, failed or otherwise. Sadly none are otherwise. At least when they've ended badly I know where I stand whether it's "You're just someone I've known for ten minutes" or "You're far away and I don't need your shit and everything I need is here and you're not here take the hint fatboy".