ante diem vii kalends june 2003 c.e. I am amused by the current weather in Colorado Springs. Skies are gray, it rains in the early evening and it's chilly. Just like the weather back in Jersey. Perhaps when I left NJ I brought that particular weather demon back with me to haunt southern Colorado. This theory would bear out if the northeast suddenly became bright, sunny and warm and according to the Weather Underground it's still rainy, drizzly and cool back in Jersey. That's one of the nice things about New Jersey. You can refer to it as "Jersey" and everyone knows what you're talking about without thinking "Cows? Some island near Great Britain?" Just think if New Mexico started using the diminutive of Mexico for their state. They have a hard enough time trying to get other Americans to understand they're not part of another country. Nobody calls New York "York" and the same goes for New Hampshire never being called "Hampshire". And when the hell are they going to reunite West Virginia and Virginia??? HAVENT THOSE WOUNDS HEALED YET??? SAME FOR THE DAKOTAS/CAROLINAS!!! The Regularly Scheduled Entry No, this does not involve the Birds except where one of them is mentioned. The solitude down here is getting to me. Spot gets on my nerves by constantly walking in front of the computer or meowing at me by my bedroom door or doing her laps around my bedroom. Her laps consist of walking along my bed, jumping up on the ledge, walking to the window, staring down for five minutes, jumping down with a jumbly purr-growl then running out of the room. I just wish she'd just lie next to me and be quiet and peaceful in my apartment. Jaybird came to the door earlier to get a ride over to the dealership and get his car from the mechanics. Bah. Back on my shelf until I'm useful or noteworthy. BUT THAT'S MY OWN FUCKING DAMAGE ISNT IT Even earlier I was mulling over the fact that the only person I have gotten to know out here who wasn't a flake ended up being a flake but the bridges seemed to have burned quiet thoroughly. The others are just flakes or weirded me out like lipsy or the guy I gamed with for a month and a half in 2002 or the chick from the internet who kept going off on her ex-husband who is in jail for being a violent person and killed her cats just because it suited him to kill her cats. She still has feelings for him too. What is it about the fucking southwest where everyone has some brush with the law or know someone who's been in jail or prison? Have you no fucking shame? I am really starting to hate it out here. Like you fucking care. Horrible angry keyboard mashing starts here but is deleted since it'd screw up the width of this table cell. Fuck you and eat a bowl of god damned dick and then fucking choke on it.