ante diem xviii kalends july 2003 c.e. What I am currently writing in my notebooks will appear soon, unlike those wrestling pictures and pictures from New Jersey, but out of respect to someone I need to find a delicate way to phrase things and convey a situation which has been eating away at me for almost a year. I'm thinking of saying "fuck it" except a gentleman does not simply say "fuck it". in yer dreams I experienced a vivid dream about something particularly banal. There were plans for attending an event at Madison Square Garden, Buddha and Sylvia were there along with two other folks I didn't recognize from my waking life or in my dreaming life. I arrived on the scene by astral projection, flying down from the sky at night towards a crowd crushing into an underground tunnel entrance. Lest anyone think this as some dank, subterrene cavern be aware it's just a long and winding cinderblock tunnel with old event posters pasted on the wall. Buddha handed me a ticket, seat 60 even though my seat was 61, and we started pushing through the crowd. Buddha and Sylvia left me behind but I quickly caught up by sucking in my gut, putting my back against the wall and pushing people aside as my patience required of me. We're almost at the main entrance where our tickets are taken when the folks in the line tell us to get in the line. I realize everyone's standing single file up against the wall rather than four abreast and chaotic like the earlier part of the line. A few people say there's a brother and sister team who are the line shephards. Cue line shephards, dream left. The brother is nondescript, quiet but everyone seems to respect him while the sister looks old having white hair or being very blonde. She's barking orders at everyone, pushing people back in line if they are even an inch outside of the pattern. Buddha and I make our way over to Sylvia who already insinuated herself in the line not wanting to know what either of the line shepherds will do to stragglers and cutters. That's about the time I woke up because I had to go to the bathroom. There's another dream which is far more important but that will be posted with the other entries I'm writing in my notebook. I offer my sincerest apologies to the person who actually reads the purple text. Dream News People Prone to Fantasy Remember More Dreams No fucking shit, Sherlock. I hear the sky is blue go get Logan and Brisco on the case. 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