Setting Orange, Discord 12th, yC 3169 It's probably my fault why I feel the way I currently feel which is alone. I've abandoned LambdaMOO except for my midnight eastern time script and the few folks I used to speak with no longer speak with me even though I email them. hhsb I have no patience for people who do not fit into my schemes and see about burning bridges as quickly and painlessly as possible without any closure. siggy makonan I trash people that I love and diminish their feelings. dee I draw away from folks for fear of imposing on them YET AGAIN and wearing out my tenuous welcome. maribou and jaybird My only excuse is folks don't get me even when I explain myself for they find limitless joy in showing my contradictions. Naughty This weekend while everyone was digging out from the snow I went over to the 7-11 for whatever and discovered someone had built a snowman. I did what anyone with the mentality of a eight year old would do and removed the carrot from his face and placed it "down there". Shameful Admission I get pee-shy. So much so that sometimes I have to chase Spot out of my bedroom, close the door then go into the bathroom and close the bathroom door so I can relieve my bladder. One time back in Jersey when I was seeing Kinja (I'm unable to call it dating because dating always seems to fall into the same family as one night stands) she decided to barge into the bathroom while I was getting ready to take a leak. She started going off on how adorable it was that I was pee shy especially around her. I was so pissed off when she started leaning into my dick, waggling her finger and going "Hello bubanella!" How the fuck could I get pee shy around her when I had been around the world with her.