6/4/08
Life is being handled and that's all I can really say about the matter.

I made a choice to postpone school for a year. Kinda wish I had a friend who I could speak with about the subject of postponing higher education but them's the breaks and I stand behind my decision one hundred percent. It's the most pragmatic and reasonable thing I can do right now.

Right now I just need some patience. Honestly I think paying off my car so soon was a bit rash but shit happens and things come up while I'm making other plans.

Thing is that I have to talk with my therapist about what's going on and that's something I've been wanting to avoid until everything's blown over and been settled.

Yeah, I'm a little cunt for not talking about what's going on right now.

All I can say is don't worry.

If everything goes as planned I'll just talk about it with my friends. How's that for the concept of 'friends-only'? Hanh? Maybe I'll bring it up here in the future.

So instead of going back to school I endeavor to engage in autodidactism. G'wan, look it up. That word has nothing to do with beating off with a belt tied around one's neck while watching Veggie Tales. I plan on pursuing astronomy, becoming more acquainted with Esperanto than William Shatner (not saying much, i have a hard time with the accusative) and cycling will be my gym class.

I may not be worth much as a human being without a college degree and not considered a peer but it's worth a shot.

So during my appointment I was asked why I was a Republican. I'm socially liberal and fiscally conservative was my answer.

Eh, I kinda wish I was able to attend that Lincoln Dinner held by the Republican party back on 5/18/08 but most likely I would've been odd-man out.