2008
No resolutions.

I'm outta here.

Yeah, I skipped this last year or I did it so late and I really can't be bothered to hunt it down and compare and contrast with previous years.
2007 was host to 163 dreams which means I dreamt 45% of the time throughout the year. There were 8 nightmares, 7 contributed dreams, 4 dreams of a sexual nature and only one old dream. Contributors, unwitting or aware, were maribou who had two, Kinja who had two as well, Malyss, raddidge and a "lipstickavenger".

• January 2007
  • 14 dreams
• February 2007
  • 17 dreams
    • 1 was a nightmare
    • 1 was a sex dream
• March 2007
  • 8 dreams
• April 2007
  • 4 dreams
• May 2007
  • 9 dreams
    • 1 was a nightmare
    • 1 was a sex dream
      • Dream 888 was on May 2^nd, 2007
• June 2007
  • 9 dreams
• July 2007
  • 15 dreams
    • 2 were contributed dreams
      • Dream 911 was on July 17^th, 2007
• August 2007
  • 9 dreams
• September 2007
  • 22 dreams
    • 2 were nightmares
    • 1 was a sex dream
    • 1 was an old dream
• October 2007
  • 19 dreams
    • 1 were nightmares
    • 1 was a sex dream
    • 2 were contributed dreams
• November 2007
  • 20 dreams
    • 1 was a nightmare
    • 2 were contributed dreams
• December 2007
  • 17 dreams
    • 2 were a nightmare
    • 1 was a contributed dream
      • 1000 dreams on December 17^th, 2007

So I'm all anxious about work. Probably needlessly anxious because I'm not well. New Year's Eve and the day after will be stressful for me followed by up a stressful Friday. After that I'm sure to be sitting pretty and without a care in the world until the next month comes along and I can make out the writing on the wall.

I know this anxiety is completely crazy because it's based on everyone hating me, nepotism, work being a popularity contest and other bullshit.

On Saturday night I went out for dinner and started stressing over the idea of changing jobs. How I'm fat and old without a degree and the fact I'm going back to school might be a dealbreaker since I'll be putting school first and work second which makes me think maybe I should continue to suffer through Usury, Inc. and go to school and then get the fuck out of dodge upon graduation and even then graduating would mean that I'm an old horse and not as sexy to a human resources drone who would rather have someone much younger than me.

Plus I stir shit up and make it worse for me. For example I'll see how someone got fired and suddenly think that I'm next in the sights even though that person is in a different field at a different job over in a completely different state. Bad enough when I see people post on the Colorado Springs LiveJournal community how they had some manner of crime happen to them or even worse someone at work talks loudly about how someone tried to break into their car. Shut up, I don't want to hear this kind of shit.