Guitar Hero is the most stressful game ever. Every time I watch one of the Birds play it I watch the screen as the little targets come scrolling downscreen going faster and faster and can't stop watching that because if I do then the Birds might miss a note and fuck up and not get a decent score.
Last night after watching maribou play Message in a Bottle on easy mode I went upstairs and felt my blood pumping like crazy.
I don't know how they fucking do it but at least they're happy.
In July I received a bill for $65 saying "lulz not covered" so I went down and paid for it. On Friday I came home and found that I was being billed again for $33. Why? The insurance wasn't going to cover something else and that something else is paying for the doctor to apply pressure on the syringe to deliver the vaccination.
My mail also included "lawlz we are in ur emergency room seein if u shulda gone anyway". Needless to say I felt antagonized and began to stress out something fierce thinking I'd be denied and have to pay everything out of pocket.
Sadly I had a meltdown at training the skill of strength stressing over this potential outcome and making it into that I'm a piece of shit who doesn't deserve to seek any kind of assistance no matter the desperate measures I pursue to avoid an untimely end using a permanent solution for a temporary problem.
On Saturday I went to the dentist to get an estimate and evaluation of what has been ravaging my mouth. I was there for about three hours getting xrayed and stuff. What was remarkable to me is the fact that the dentist's office had a breakdown of my insurance, what would be covered and what wouldn't be covered in addition to giving me the option to avoid certain things like a panoramic xray of my mouth. Plus at the end of my appointment they were able to tell me with all confidence that I owed nothing for the visit.
I don't know why this was like night and day. How is it that my dentist's office has their shit together but the doctor's office comes across as bumbling buffoons? Maybe it has something to do with the Colorado Springs Health Partners (CSHP) network where my doctor is a participant. Now I reckon that Memorial Hospital will be on the ball and there shouldn't be any issues with my emergency room visit.
Now I have to find another doctor and hopefully there won't be any financial surprises like this in the future.
Anyway I closed my eyes and waited for the poking and prodding to be complete.
It ain't here yet! Where are my books? I want my books!
During one of the smoke breaks I mentioned it might be neat to do a new World of Darkness one-shot game. Thing is that I wouldn't have the first clue about a scenario or a story. I don't even think I could get excited about it. Enthusiasm is important.
It is fortunate that Jaybird said he'd like to run something in new World of Darkness which took the onus off me.
Thank goodness, I guess.
Anyway I'm downloading All Flesh Must Be Eaten just in case someone runs that game.
Later I went out to invest in some real estate because this fat Asian lady was going to build a school in the middle of nowhere and I figured if I bought up the surrounding parcels of land then it'd be developed for commercial interests. Doughnut stores came to mind since doughnut stores in Colorado Springs seem to be run by Asians not Anglos.
Finally I was pursuing some manner of corporate vendetta against the former managers of MCI. This invoved running up and down stairs and locking office doors.
