6/22/07
Work has been a chore, management is cracking whips over people's heads to get them to do more and it's not accomplishing anything at all. Plus I just fucking bust my ass and it accomplishes nothing. If I don't bust my ass then I'm certain they'll fire me. Why? I dunno.
also
At 12:02 I made a point to remember to go outside for 12:06 on the solstice when the sun hit its southernmost point in the sky. When I blinked, it was nearly 1 p.m..
and
The only emotion I can feel is hate. There's nothing redeeming about myself as a human being.