1/20/07
Friday night Jaybird and I watched Shaun of the Dead. He bought it as a belated Christmas gift, bless his heart. I enjoyed myself and I'm glad that I have it on video.

What troubled me is that I wondered one thing each time that Jaybird broke down laughing.

Does he imagine himself as being Shaun and me as being Ed?

I'm just glad that the movie came out well after 2001 otherwise I'd be a bit afraid and let down that he thinks of me as being Ed. No matter how loving the context may be.

I'm still not that talkative. My life is boring right now, I'm less depressed than I was last night and reckon if things turn out right I'll be going to the Colorado Springs science fiction convention on Saturday night.

Almost always, as raddidge and I are saying good night I'm always the one who says I love you. She never says I love you first or just because and rubs salt into the wound of my insecurity. Of course it's irrelevant to you and to raddidge.

There. I said it.