2/22/07
So I wrote this sentence three times and basically it said the same thing in the same measure of mewling but with different words. Plus it's something people already know about me and it does not need to be repeated lest others get tired of my shit. I am an unhappy person.
so
Every person on this planet is my enemy. Anything that I do which is considered nice is meant to placate them and grant me some respite from any potential threat. I don't relax, I can't relax.
In Yer Dreams
Brian, Tim and Deanna had come to Colorado. I wasn't living in my tiny basement apartment but someplace above ground and probably unreasonably hot in the summertime unless I decided to pay through the nose to use an air conditioner. Our meet up was awkward not having seen each other for years and I really had nothing to say after pursuing a reclusive lifestyle.

So we started busting each others balls. Brian was out of line and brought up something really stupid from 2003. I just stopped, stared at my shoes and felt the magic of wrath rise through me and find release via my mouth.

"GET THE FUCK OUT!" I shouted. I lunged and socked Deanna down and stomped over her to beat the shit out of Brian. My fucking apartment. My fucking rules. Who the fuck do you think you are?

I woke up during the worst of the chaos.

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