Today was really slow. The air conditioning isn't working in the office and I don't think the company is going to do anything about the situation. It was hotter in the office than it was outside! My day started with a massive bowel movement. Since I moved so much, I got up and took a look only to find a glob of red on top. Fuck, Again, I'm bleeding on the inside. My peace of mind isn't helped by the fact that I have this annoying stomach feeling like I'm hungry that one or two people have said it could be an ulcer. Since I'm seeing actual red in my shit, this is happening in my lower bowel. If my movements were black then it's happening higher up the hershey highway.
Next, I was politely asked why I'm not volunteering for the alternative to overtime. 15 dollars an hour instead of time and a half which is substantially more rewarding. Plus I bust my ass all day, pulling more than my own weight and my time away from work is precious to me. Anyway the email was relatively friendly but it seems to be a touchy subject since I don't want shit held against me. Plus processing applications and verifying information on Saturdays is fucking stupid since no one is at work.
Since I lack the most basic of social graces, I feel cornered and I don't know what to say in response and remain diplomatic about the situation.
Plus I don't know how to keep my info on my Amazon wish list more private than it is already. Either way, no one will help and I'll just ignore shit hoping it'll go away.