So I have some things bugging me. Right now I'm glad for what I have and part of what I have is my ignorance.
Right now I'm feeling sick because of Jaybird's situation over some stupid legislation that's meant to protect his job but is keeping him from maintaining a family and his own lifestyle.
Today I read the Tchotchke Economy. Welcome to last year, spivak. Anyway the best analogy is the purchase of Manhattan island. The government is buying our silence with entertainment and stupid gadgets so citizens don't realize they're getting less and paying more for necessities like health insurance.
Now I'm making myself feel helpless, telling myself to just roll over and die because I can't do a damned thing to change the world. Orwell was right "If you want a vision of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face - forever." It's so much worse when people are asking for seconds or thirds.
raddidge is slandering me because she's certain I'm a breeder. I'm thinking the same psychology that can be used on homophobic frat boys having circle jerks in their basement can be applied to her in this case.
I remain a mediocre intellect in a flyover state known for pretty scenery. Plus something on a more personal level, one time I asked raddidge if she'd come along with me if I happened to move to Vermont or New Hampshire and she said "Absolutely." Tonight I asked her again then asked, "What if it was New Jersey" which gave her pause. I'm an idiot for raising my hopes. In her defense, she says its because New Jersey seems so crowded and she needs her space. Not her space from me but elbow room.
Anyway today didn't have dream #750. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe once the moon begins to wane.
Message 256300 on *shock the puss (#213):
Date: Mon May 8 18:06:56 2006 PDT
From: niney (#90845)
To: *shock the puss (#213)
> It's pretty fucking sad that my dislike of Bush puts me in the
> same league as Michael Moore.
Also your love of fried snacks.
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Message 256301 on *shock the puss (#213):
Date: Mon May 8 18:21:23 2006 PDT
From: spivak (#105570)
To: *shock the puss (#213)
LEAVE FRIED SNACKS ALONE YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS
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