3/16/06
At the moment I'm depressed. Gas prices are up but supposedly oil prices have gone down. $2.39 for regular. If I wasn't taking my fucking vitamins every night, I'd be having panic attacks at work because of all the whispering and closed-door meetings. Plus I can hear everything that's being said about other people's errors and I turn off everything hoping to hear the SSN so I can make sure it wasn't me rather than sweating it out until 5 p.m.. Also I'm upset about my bank account being so low right now. Okay, most people would love to have my money but Jesus Christ with my aspirations and the fact that I set my personal standards too high this means I'm going to be rough on myself for the next few months. Plus I'm anguishing over the plans and the pricing on flights out to New Jersey.
At the moment I'm depressed. Gas prices are up but supposedly oil prices have gone down. $2.39 for regular. If I wasn't taking my fucking vitamins every night, I'd be having panic attacks at work because of all the whispering and closed-door meetings. Plus I can hear everything that's being said about other people's errors and I turn off everything hoping to hear the SSN so I can make sure it wasn't me rather than sweating it out until 5 p.m.. Also I'm upset about my bank account being so low right now. Okay, most people would love to have my money but Jesus Christ with my aspirations and the fact that I set my personal standards too high this means I'm going to be rough on myself for the next few months. Plus I'm anguishing over the plans and the pricing on flights out to New Jersey.
Good news? I'm still employed. My car works. Today I finally became a full member at the Stern Fan Network which allows me to use this avatar and sometimes my signature will show up which happens to be a tiny animated gif of a chiggen.
Also at long last, I finally found my god damned aspirin and this weekend I hope to get my bike fixed and start riding again.
In Yer Dreams
Short and sweet. It was night time and in color. Fucking gas prices were going up from three bucks to six bucks up to the high point of $9.89 for regular. I woke up in a panic.
WHY CANT I DREAM ABOUT BEING RAPED AND MURDERED??? THAT I CAN FUCKING HANDLE!!!
