12/21/06
Guess what, I'm anxious. Mostly because they're announcing that they're hiring new people at my job. The anxiety stems from thinking they're going to shitcan me and replace me with new folks.
Guess what, I'm anxious. Mostly because they're announcing that they're hiring new people at my job. The anxiety stems from thinking they're going to shitcan me and replace me with new folks.
Magical thinking causes me anxiety. On Wednesday was a big snowstorm. Big for Colorado Springs, pissant for New Jersey, which had my brain running a flowchart.
Last time there was a blizzard and work closed early, six days later I was suspended for trumped up reasons.
Wednesday's blizzard made the owner of the building shut it down and everyone had to go home. Six days from today is after Christmas and then the New Year. So I've told myself to keep my mouth shut and not mention dick shit to anyone except here at heptapod.org which no one at work reads or knows about. And if they do find it, big deal.
pics because it did happen
a sunset from november
In Yer Dreams
Someone had removed the dowel from the track of my bedrooom window. The window was open all night. My dream interfered with my capacity to sleep through the night. I kept waking up every half hour or every hour.
