3/3/05
I came home for lunch so I could check my email and pay the rent before 5 p.m.. Not because anything bad would've happened but I wanted to get it done. Working 8-5 makes me miss out on most office hours.
After I check my usual after work sites, I call my father.
I came home for lunch so I could check my email and pay the rent before 5 p.m.. Not because anything bad would've happened but I wanted to get it done. Working 8-5 makes me miss out on most office hours.
After I check my usual after work sites, I call my father.
Ben passed away. According to the veterinarian he had multiple sclerosis and his spine was in a bad way. Benny would never walk again. My father is really upset and I had to go back to work. As soon as I hung up the phone I broke down because I'll never see Ben again. Right now I'm keeping an even keel.
Surprisingly I wasn't a mess at work, just subdued, and I finished up my day. Driving back was really rough because I would start bawling at each red light.
I'm tired. I'm sad. I'm glad that the cold isn't as bad as it was last night. Right now I feel like I have a very short fuse except that it'll take something special and unique to light it.
notes for the rest of the week
- Ben
- Discouragement with friends
- Dirt from work
- two firings for the price of one
All in all, the same old shit just a different day. Stay tuned, kids.
