7/5/05
For Independence Day I visited raddidge. She took me out for breakfast then we went over to this little lake where we realized that we were wholly unprepared to take advantage of anything at the lake. No bread for the ducks and geese. No chairs to sit on, the benches were too tall and narrow to be of any comfort. Finally no towels so we could at least wet our feet in its waters.

Afterwards I discovered the mysterious surprise secret that raddidge had been alluding to all weekend. We went to see Howl's Moving Castle. I really liked the movive and the only disappointment was the fact that Disney has no knowledge about how to market such a movie. If Harry fucking Potter can be a worldwide sensation which transcends any artificial age barrier why can't Miyazaki's animated features be given their well-deserved respect?
The rest of the evening was long, I was sad and stressed but everything ended well with me holding raddidge around the middle while we watched the fireworks over Denver. I love raddidge very much.

Right now I am very tired and hope that I'll get enough shut-eye to function in the morning. I hope none of you blew your hands clean off with gunpowder toys nor did any of you experience the excitement of drunk driving.

On a small note, I got a speeding ticket which means two points on my license if I pay the ticket before 7/24/05. Sixty eight bucks and change isn't that bad, I've gotten more expensive tickets in Jersey. Plus I was doing 88 in a 75 zone, woo hoo.

In Yer Dreams
An odd dream that had me waking up in the dreaming world. My room was an amalgam of my current room and my old bedroom. The light was a very dim, deep blue light like twilight which only suggested at the shapes and shadows. I tried focusing but I couldn't make anything out of the gloom. One thing did stand out, a small white stuffed toy that I held at arm's length which had a definite outline.
Eventually I got up, the entire time I was sitting at the edge of my bed trying to take in my surroundings, I wandered over to a mirror. Upon looking into the mirror, my eyes adjusted or the surroundings brightened accordingly to allow me to see my reflection. My hair was short, like when I was just a kid, and my face wasn't my face anymore. A smiling Asian face looked back at me, mimicking the faces I felt that I was making.
It was four a.m. and I had to go to work. One of the thoughts that brightened my mood was that the bakeries or bagel places might be open already, having been open through the night baking the day's batch, until I remembered I was out in Colorado. Shit ain't open on Christmas in Colorado. Most folks stay in bed working the socially acceptable nine to five shift rather than taking graveyard shifts. Those shifts are only for nurses and the police.
must remember
I must remember to download Spirit in the Sky, One is the Loneliest Number, Softly and The Tide is High.
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